hate it la~

hohoho~

2day i 1st time cook 4 my family lunch tat without adult

duno wan how 2 make the veget look nice & taste nice~

juz agar agar simply throw some salt & bla bla bla~

then lastly...

the veget smell good

but duno wat tat taste~ XP

not dare 2 try~

wan my sis taste 1st

then she say

" erm... not bad lur~ "

if she say bad i sure cal her cook 4 me~

XD

then...

suddenly hav mood 2 make water egg (水蒸蛋)~

but...

i duno how 2 make & dint make be4~

then i ask my sis

" the egg need 2 add some water de ma? "

" jie~ u crazy a? mummy make tat also dint add water de~ "

then ok lo~

i dun add any water

after 10 minute...

gosh~

wat tat?

i din make any cake~

when i c my how i egg

i saw my egg lk a ballon lk tat

chiuuuu~

no more air~

big until lk a cake de egg

suddenly be thin & flat~

smell bad...

taste?

more BAD!!!

then...

me & sis also dun1 2 try tat fail food~

evening...

almost slp tat time~

my cousin call me go 2 c movie~

JUMP

c 2nd time

wont feel bored also~

XP

then sushi king again~

XD

actually...

hav some feel 2 dun lk eat sushi king~

but...

nvm la~

eat less next time~

XD

at night at home~

my turtle bac 2 my house d~ ^^

my mum ask me want put my turtle at where...

ofcz put outside la~

i dun wan at home clean de turtle shit~

i scare shit~

XD

turtle shit

then i keep on9 ply my comp game~

suddenly

...

huh

wat tat smell

memang busuk la~

go out to c....

" Oh SHIT!!! "

i really saw a turtle shit...

it is hard 2 wash la~

T.T

but if i dun wash will hav the smelly smell come out de...

wash d almost half hour...

i juz clear all the turtle shit~

haiz...

tired la

1st time i saw it...

i thought it is soil...

but soil wont busuk de~

XD

tat all la~

XP

sienzz~

walau leh~
tis week really veli sienzz 2 me lo~
huh~
my mum keep my modem~
dun1 let me on9
T.T

say i din do house work propaly
how cum lk tat de~
then...
i finish all my house work fastly
she still dunwan giv back my modem
she say
" ur manners too bad~ "
how cum lk tat de~
babi lar~
>.<

then everyday i at home
try 2 5 my modem~
lastly~
i get it~
yeah~
XD

i can on9 again d~
kakakaxxx~

i love online~

到了明天

到了明天
说好不再见面
我一个人点了一杯想念
到了明天
只能让爱擦肩
两个人的笑脸
天亮前
变成泛黄的照片
身边 （寂寞在蔓延）
视线 （被泪水模糊焦点）
把我爱你
留在了心底
放在了唇边

到了明天
你就离开我身边

到了明天
独自向流星许心愿
像一场电影的完结篇 （我们的奇迹你应许的语言？？）
碎了一地的诺言
拼凑不悔的昨天
可我仍期待奇迹会再出现
而你身影（离去）
越来越远

爱 还留在我房间
回忆还很新鲜
一瞬间 感觉你就在眼前
身边 （寂寞在蔓延）
这视线 （被泪水模糊焦点）
一句我 爱你
深深留在了心底
放在了唇边

到了明天
你就离开我身边
到了明天
独自向流星许心愿
像一场电影的完结篇（我们的奇迹你应许的语言？？）
碎了一地的诺言
拼凑不悔的昨天
可我依旧期待奇迹会出现
而你离去身影
越来越远

没有你 爱开始冬眠
孤单会占据每一天
我就在路灯下面
冷心地见面??
那个曾相拥的地点
是我们一起躲过雨的屋檐

到了明天
你就离开我身边
到了明天
独自向流星许心愿
像一场电影的完结篇（我们的奇迹你应许的语言？？）
碎了一地的诺言
拼凑不悔的昨天
可我仍待奇迹会再出现
我依然还怀念相爱的从前
我依然还等你回到我身边
泪流在我冰冷的枕边
按下暂停的时间
直到你再次出现
无法承受没有你的每一天
我爱你 不会改变
我爱着你 到永远

...

我又被甩了~
哈...

该怎样形容现在的心情...?
原本以为可以像以前那样很快的忘掉所有东西...
6点多自己一个人在客厅哭了很久...
我怎样也挽回不了这段感情...
哭了一段时间...
想试着如他所说的当回朋友...
之前还蛮能接受的...
可是...
一看见他的照片...
我不知为何会泪如雨下...
好想他...
我真的不想失去他...
可是
太迟了...
他说我爱在同学面前爱面子
爱威

我不懂得爱他...
让他感觉好累...
他觉得分手会让他开心点...
我最后唯一能做的也只有这样了...

不知以后的日子我会怎样...
再也不能像以前那样打打闹闹了...
也不能像以前那样打电话吵醒他了...
他的以后在也与我无关了...

我...
什么也不能做了...
你我的回忆只能埋在心里了...
真的好怀念以前有他的日子...

在大家面前我会尽量的笑...
可是...
也许...
电话再也不会有他的信息了吧...

希望完全没了...
你和我
还会有机会吗?

为什么我爱的人都要离我而去...

童...
我真的很开心和你在一起的9个月...
可以不要那么快就结束吗...?

好想一切...
可以重来...
诺言在一瞬间...
化为乌有...

" 一 " 的诺言
我将会永远守护...
1437

童
我在也不会乱来了...
可以重来...吗?

gai gai~

2day night i follow my mum go see show~
see wat show a?
erm...
orang hitam de show lur~
there so pro la~
can sing hokkien, chinese, malay & more more more~
they still knw kong fu leh~

my sis say
their kong fu hav some is same with kung fu panda de~
deng lo~
kung fu panda de all is animal~
at tis show de all is true ppl leh~
althought
they kung fu hav sum is really same with kung fu panda de...
all is orang hitam~
hard 2 knw which is gurl~
which is boy~
cz...
all skin colour is same~
all hair style also same leh~
how i knw which is boy which is girl o~
lolz...
=.=

tat all special thing 2 me in the day~
hav the more fuuny de is in the car when going 2 show~
but tat i will write in chinese in other blog~
so...
sorry 2 tat duno see chinese de dearest friend lur~
nitezz~
muackxx~ ^^

party at tc

dadada~
yesterday hav a party at tc for me & amenthys
be4 go 2 party i sms with am disuss about wat should wear when the party~
lastly i think i wear a short jeans & a t-shirt then ok d...
how i knw when i arrive tc mcd...
they cal me try the dress they bring~
then ok lo~
i try it...
after i wear they say
" wah~ so suitable 2 u la~ "
when i hear it feel so happy ya~
when i wan change bac my t-shirt
they all take it & dun giv me bac
>.<>

my birthday~

yesterday is my birthday~
i go out with mr.Tong & lilian~
v go see the movie JUMP~
& i get two free ticket leh~
why?
cz my birthday lo~
kakakaxx
XD
jk jk
bcz i hav 2 fran let me sit aeroplane lu~
so i hav 2 more ticket~
aiks~
really bo lui liao leh~
but...
tat movie really quite funny la~
XD
the heroine juz keep laught & laught~
but duno y i will follow her laugh 2gether~
=.=
but when she dance hip-hop really look nice~
while all the tempo is wrong de la~
XD

after movie then we start 2 go buy present 2 amenthys~
walk jor many plc also duno wan buy wat...
haiz...
=.=
then lilian & mr.Tong keep asking me wan wat 4 birthday present
i also duno i need wat...
cheap de tat thing i wan all get lost d~
expensive de they cant buy~
haiz~
then up 2 them wan giv me wat also can la~

then mr.Tong belanja me eat sushi king~
eat until me veli full ya~
hahaha~
XD

then i saw a problem...
tat is...
i duno i should tlk with hu...
1 walk infront me
1 walk behind me

help la~
tat is hard 2 tlk la~
1 is best fran~
1 is boy fran~
then dun care le~
juz sometime care tis~
sometime care tat~
kakakaxx~
XD
pro a me~

then we go mega lu~
at mega we saw amenthys at there so busy do demo 2 her customer ya~
then lilian buy a puzzle 2 me~
happy ya~^^

then v go tc walk walk
then balik rumah lu~

ahlala~
i also duno wat my feel at my birthday...
ntg special~
XP
then ...
i pass a day d~

haha~ XP

happy birthday~ XD

haha~
feel so happy~
tomorrow is my birthday d~
^^
then monday hav party at tc~
hope monday night wont rain lu~ >.<

after tonight 12am~
my hp sure will

haha~
then shuang lu~ XD
kakaka~
but i most lk de is hav present 2 take~
XD

countdown tonight~
seeing the clock...
then start to count....

5

4

3

2

1

...

boom~!

yeah~
i m 16 years old d~ XP

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2molo go gai gai wif fran & mr. Tong~ ^^

huh~
muz beware 2 mr.tong 2molo~
he say my birthday he wont let me dai sai...
cz i make him sad when his birthday
how cum lk tis de~
>.<
wuwuwu~
birthday still wan kena bully de
sad la~
T.T

i wan tell police~ >.<
hnng~

to my kl di~

today i wan say about my kl di de story~

2day he tell me go 2 see his blog~
i juz notice he is missing a girl very much~
then he tel me at msn...
when tat girl he love knw my di lk her tat time still ok de~
but...
duno why...
after 1 month tat girl dun1 choi my di d~
why so funny de?
suddenly tel my di
" u not suitable 2 me~ "
huh~
how cum lk tis de?!
she let my di get hurt...
although lk tis...
but my di still lk her veli much...
miss her evryday...
always cry 4 her...

hmm...
tis monday night at tc i wan try let my di 4get her~
dun becz a girl then din notice beside de girl~

kl di, in tis world still hav many girl let u to love de...
i lnw u try jor 4 month
but also cant 4get her...
but...
pls...
notice ur side...
maybe still hav any girl is good then tat girl who's hurt u~

+u +u ya~
^^
kl jie always will beside u 2 support u de~



i hack pic frm fb again~
paisey ya~
kakakakaxxx
XP


__kl di__

birthday~

my birthday is coming soon~
hav sum fran ask me wan wat present

erm...
i also duno o...
cz tat thing i wan
they sure cant giv me de~
cz too expansive d~ XD
kakakakaxxx

juz say they giv wat then i take wat lo~
but...
pls!
dun giv me tat rubbish thing~
thx^^

but hor...
my expansive present is better than a fran la~
i juz hope can get
MP2, PSP, camera, handphone or laptop
i juz wan 1 inside there de onli~

my dear amenthys...
her birthday juz after my day
(maybe we will celebrate together)
i ask her what present she wan me giv her...
she answer me quickly
" i wan 小猪 de 1 hour~ "

deng~
how cum i did it 4 her??
if i can buy a STAR de 1 hour...
then sure at dream~
if not...
then is sure pokai until veli geng de~
untung ah long, then bankrap~
haha~
so...
tat i sure can did it~
but i think i maybe knw what present should i buy 2 her d~
kakakakaxxx~ XD

buy her a sleeping pills let her sleep & dream~
or knock her pengsan & dream~
kakakakaxxx~ XD


happy birthday 2 all my dearest friend~
love u all~
muackxx~ ^^

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haha~
today too sienzzZ d
then me at fb view fran profile~
then i saw my cousin eugene profile
when i view his pic...
i juz notice 1 thing...

huh~
i hav a cousin work in hotel...
be a chef~
woah so smart la~

then i hear my mum say
" he work in 5 STAR hotel~ "
woah~
so pro la~
bangganya hv tis type of cousin~

but...
long time din contect d...
haiz...
=.=

but i hack his photo juz nw~
shhhh~
>.<
dun tell him ya~
kakakaxx
XP

erm...
wan say wat leh?
let say today wat my mood ba...
evening is still ok de...
but at night...
i start too be bad...
all the thing is start at Mr. tongx2 wake up tat time...

早上看到他的PSM写到很伤心...
想到他发生了什么事...
感到非常担心...
结果...
我一直等到他睡醒了想问他发生了什么事

6点多了...
MR.童终于睡醒了~
问他
" 你怎么了? "
" 没事 "
" 真的? "
"是啦 "
" 哦~ 没事就好啦 "
" 是的 "
" 哦... "
" 之后? "
" 没事了 "
之后...
多数的对话都是...
" OH K, NTG, YA, THEN? "

明明就知道他是有事的...
问他
又说没事...
都说了没事我还能说什么...
记得...
他还有问我一句...
" 你要什么? "
其实...
我能要什么?
我只是想知道你怎么了而已...
一直叫我去做我的东西...
很明显的...
是不想我烦...
好吧...
那我不打扰你了...



结果...
在广场中的某一个角落...
有个人很不争气的哭了...

我真的好无言...
好想问...



可是...
答案肯定也是一样的...


...心...
仿佛只要轻轻一碰...
就会碎了...

好想有人陪我...
自己孤单一人的...
我到底是怎么了...

哈哈~
原本今天一早的心情应该算是属于低潮的...
因为我只睡了两个小时~
不要问我为什么
我不会答你~ XP

大概12点那样吧...
爸爸回来了~
妈妈说爸爸要请济公~
就...
跳童的意识啦~
我不知华语要怎样写...

果然...
时常有一句话都说:
" 天知地知你自己知, 你骗到大家, 可是你绝对骗不到天~ "
爸爸请了之后...
我就躲去楼上了~
我承认...
我有做坏事...
可是我不想被拆穿~
我怕会被我妈妈宰了我~ >.<
可是...
还是逃不过...
到最后...
还是被叫下去了... T.T
心想...
死定了...

在楼下...
" 那么怕见安?"
"安知道你怕安说完你的事情出来, 所以每次安来你就躲去楼上?"
...
" 那个男子是不是有问过你为什么那么怕你父母? "
huh~ O.O!!
这个都知道...
之后还说了蛮多让我吓一跳的话...
够力...
果然什么都知道...
之后还说了一句...
" 你要学会坦诚 "
" 你骗到大家和自己, 可是... 你骗不到安 "
厉害啊...
开心的是...
我妈妈被说了~ ^^
" 他们需要的是慢慢解释, 而不是唠叨... 教他们是也要看场合~ "
我赞成这句话~ XD

之后在济公走之前...
他叫我多念<楞严咒>
" 多念经, 可以开你智慧, 帮你消业障 "
结果...
我在经书后面找到一些蛮不错的东西~
不知你们会有什么感想...



楞严咒
从一开始到终了
每一句都是诸佛的心地法门
每一句有每一句的用途
每一个字有每一个字的奥妙
都具足不可思议的力量

The Shurangama Mantra--
Every line, from beginning to end.
Is the Buddhas' mind-ground Dharma-door.
Each line has its own function;
Each possesses its own esoteric wonder;
And each is endowed with incredible power.


楞严咒--
是咒中的王
是天地间的灵文
灵文中之灵文
秘中之秘, 无上法宝
是一切众生救命之宝

The Shurangama Mantra--
Is the considered to be the king of mantras
Is the most efficacious language in the world
The efficacious within the efficacious
The esoteric within the esoteric!
It is an unsurpassed Dharma Treasure
The gem that can save living beings' lives.



乖乖念经~

bad day 4 me

Goash~ >.<
wat the luck 4 me 2day??
hp credit low...
down mood...
&
bla bla bla
evening juz new sign up tis blog...
so many "gai qiong" let me cant understand & feel confused...
computer open too many window let me feel busy 2day~
here try 2 understand the blog
there rajin ply farm...
Lastly...
here cant understand wat tat means
there all kambing mati...
Huh~
how cum lk tat de... >.<
night...
my mum wan me pui her go ENG HONG buy fruit 4 sembayang 2molo...
we out at 8pm...
then we shop shop shop until 8.30pm
ok...
tat all we need is all complete
i & my sis is ready 2 pay bill
then my mum say:
"dear, can we wait until 9pm? tat tauke say flower will be reach at 9pm"
deng~
need 2 at there wait half hour?
ok lo~ giv her face... at there wait jor half hour....
after half hour...
mama~ 9pm d...
can go d?
"no~ tat flower haven reach~"
goash~
she wan wait until wat time??
10pm a?
tolong lah~
dun waste my time pls~
if lk tat i ply fb at house more good a~
suddenly...
tongx2 ask me go 2 tc together
say will bring me home at 10.30pm
then he wan me ask for my mum permission...
i tell him many time d...
i cant ask my mum de
if i ask it...
my mum sure say
" no~ no~ no~ ur result so bad, u still wan me let u out a? impossible~"
i ask d...
the answer same with tat...
i tell him to ask
he answer me back
you can ask ur mum de meh? sure wan me ask?
huh~
ok lo...
my mum say cant d
then u say lk tat...
suan lo...
no mood out d...
cal him enjoy his yc
he say me no mood din tell him
so he no comment 2 say...
then?
i at ENG HONG wait until almost 10pm waste all my time... =.=
i waste my time at there more than 1hour a...
bo mood again...
after tat...
is time 2 explain to tongx2
when i wan 2 explain 2 him...
the DIGI tell me low credit
why always at the imedialy moment hav tis type of thing cum out de??
haiz...
no comment d...
cant on9 at cousin house also...
juz can wait bac home d onli explain 2 him...
at home i start 2 explain to him...
he juz knw say...
oh... nothing... kk...
wat happen 2 him??
ask him wat also say nothing...
lolz
damly sienzz liao lo...
haiz...
when saw his psm at MSN...
huh~
more get hurt a...
i really duno wat happen on him...
sad la... T.T
what also din tell de...
haiz...
hope god protect me he will ok...
i will more...

cz i scare if i dint did lk tat i will...